AndyMac: A Voice For the Future

The Cost of Kaleidoscopes in China

Going through the motions again.

The planets lined up right once more.

This place gets into our head

And these clothes are just a bore.

Remember the nights we spent alone for hours

Talking about our dreams?

Well now that’s over, we’re both alone in the dark.

You said you gave me your heart, who are you to take it back?

Fleeting nights and youthful fights

The best time I’ll ever remember.

So once again I will forgive her.

Her heart depends on my ignorance

Of all the times that she hurt me

And made me who I didn’t want to be

A coward, a fake, a thief.

But I am too weak from the love I’ve lacked

And I’ve always prayed she would come back.

And now it seems this is the last time

That we will part, that we will part.

But looks can be deceiving sometimes.

The sex is raw and filled with hate

Of everything that we both know is true.

I will not let you stand in front of the life I have to lead.

Revolver, revolver, revolving one bullet

Russian roulette with the one I used to love.

Neither of us will live our lives if the other one’s not dead.

And now we dance with the devil.